well i've recently entered my week or so of manicness before i hit depression but hopefully this time wont be bad.... anyway i've decided im unhappy because im fat so i'm gonna lose 50 pounds even though my mother says that will be way to skinny what the fuck does she know? i'm going for it I'm 5'10 so im never going to be able to weigh 120 like i want to but i don't care as long as i look skinny i'm gonna be happy (probably not) oh well skinny here i come.
I also decided if i do get as thin as i want im getting my nose pierced and my hair dyed as a reward and i might start eating like one small sweet thing a week or so IF i get skinny for now its no sweets and low carbs for me salads here i come.
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